I have been very blessed to have a busy wedding season this year. I have loved every minute of it! I had a small lull in my scheduled weddings and used that time to meet with several doctors throughout northern Utah. The majority of my appointments have been with a fertility specialist in Layton. I feel slightly like a push pin after going on a medical witch hunt with a half dozen specialists and half a dozen adoption agencies out in the wings.
After several years of trying to expand our little family, I feel a little discouraged. There have been times I felt hurt, angry, devastated and confused. I have spent many a time crying to Craig wondering why we can’t have something we really want. Not just any something, but something really important to us. It’s been a roller coaster working with doctors, insurance companies and really wondering if everything will work out. I don’t have all the answers. Luckily, this has been a trial that has really brought Craig and I closer. This has also been a trial that has brought me closer to my faith. For these two things, I am really grateful.
Now let the witch hunt continue… 🙂